Maybe baby

Feeling a little better today, or alot. Didn't feel bad yesterday either really, I was just irritated at my man. We took a latte and a nice talk when he came home so today I love him again haha. I did however take a look at my next nail appt. and it's at the same time he's in Italy(can you believe he's going to Italy without me, that makes me mad). I hope he plans on finding me a babysitter because I really don't want to miss it!

I'm a little mad at the sun that burned me yesterday despite the fact that I was mostly in the shade! I have a kink in my shoulder/neck and I wonder if it's because of the burn. Hurts like crazy. Since I actually have a mad/crazy love affaire with the sun I decided to forgive him and go out in it again today. With sunscreen on of course!


Noah's calling so best I go get him and give him some breakfast

Forward march

Noah just managed to sit himself up from lying on his belly. First time I think and I don't know how he did it. He's been cranky as usual all evening and I'm happy for the 3 minutes he finally could play on the floor. He's good att going from sitting to belly but not the other way. He's actually getting better and better during the day but he still wont sleep many minutes a day and his evening temper is killing me. Literally, my whole body aches in the evenings and mornings. Fredrik is NEVER home and rarely do I find out about it until about 6.30pm when I'm wondering where the heck he is. And YES! he's away tonight too! Work work work....that's what he calls it anyways but you choose between working with fun stuff or coming home to a cranky baby and a worn out wife, what would you do? According to him I'm just spoiled and don't appreciate anything. I work pretty damn hard for someone who's spoiled.

Anyways, guess who's crying again.....



By the way: I bought a beautiful bikini top and didn't try it on, irritating! It's way too big in the bust area. Don't know how that could be but I'm going to try and buy another one. Anyone need a 95D? it's a really pretty striped one in bright colors.

Ego

Tonight Fredrik has told me 3 times in one hour how pretty I look. If I can just get my thumb out of my rear side I'll show you why, maybe tomorrow.


Fredrik is away buying junk food for me and the boys, a little late night treat. They are all still awake accept for Noah and we decided to have a little party.

Andrew and his team won there soccer game tonight 3-2! Go boys! I really enjoy going to the games but it's nerve wracking!!!

Tävling!

Help me please! It's a competition for a free trip somewhere. Klick on it (even if you don't speak swedish because I still get points) and you others, join the game too!!
Click here!

So much to do,

and so little time.
I have about a million and one things on my "To Do" list. Clean is really the first and most important thing, the dust is taking over! It's such a beautiful day and that gives a split reaktion, I see the dust and dirt more but I'd love to sit outside in the swing.
My new glasses are ready and I'm going to call my irritaded husband to see if we are picking them up. He's such a grizzly bear in the mornings now a days so Noah and I hide out in the bedroom until he goes to work.

I would suggest a vacation but that meany is going to Italy soon "for work" and he's had a load of trips since Noah was born and been able to sleep all night. It will always be more sad for me, I can turn it in any situation. I have not slept a full night in about 9-10 months. See how easy that was!?!

I'm even really starting to wonder what the heck I'm doing, have you people seen my fat ass lately?? I am definately the type of person who feels "Blame yourself" nobody makes me eat all the crap I eat. I really need to get working on this.


And then we have all the end of school happenings to get thru. Gabriel has his "Summer party" on Thursday and then tomorrow it's Andrew's soccer game that I like to go to. Soon it's all three quitting daycare/school. Good thing about time moving so fast is that soon it's summer vacation! No times to watch and only soccer games to go to.

Few new things on the Noah front: He's so funny, he's starting to realize that everybody else is dangerous. He has a new cry(scream) if he's a little tired and anybody else talks to him. He even acts shy for Fredrik and his brothers if he's in that mood. Mommy, always mommy, is best!


Mothers Day was really nice! More about that soon, need to download my pics so you can see my really cool presents!

And that was my 5 minutes of fame, Noah is awake!

Coma

I am the mother of 4 boys(in case you didn't know). Mothers of daughters usually work up to teenage shopping, they start young and keep fit. Well let me tell you, I got my first debut with a 16 yr old looking for her 9th grade prom dress! I'm too tired to write about it so I'll be back. I need to recuperate first.

Need some help

Anna has this beautiful dress for sale since it was too big for her and offered me to buy it before she sends it back. Those of my friends who know me and my chubby arms, what do you think? Can I wear this wonderful creation nicely or am I just dreaming? Be honest!

Finally!

Woohooo, it's finally ordered! 4X8 luscious meters with the roman stairs.

We'll probably do stone around it and a dark wood deck at the one end.

Then you have 4X8 not so luscious meters of me in a bikini wading!

Don't hate me because I'm beautiful

Well

I was going to write about something else but it will have to wait until later today. Noah and I decided to move our bums and go for a long walk and pick up Gabriel from daycare. Time to go get ready!

Picture time

I've been collecting pictures it would seem so figured I better update and hope I remember the order in which I took them.

Last week I babysatt Little Wilmer and here's him and Noah playing


This past weekend was rainy and cold cold cold! But last weekend was high sommer and beautiful! We spent alot of time outside!

Gabriel playing with his new water swords! He's totally into this stuff right now and absolutely loves Star Wars


The boys enjoying being out in the wonderful weather




They even babysitt


Noah enjoying the shade


Kyle taking a break from working on our outdoor furniture


Andrew plays soccer, he loves it! He's our goalie and a great one at that



Last but not least, the two lovebirds in the emergancy room

Extreme Makeover

This week is a little bit of ego week for me. Today I had my haircut and colored and my eyebrows plucked and colored. Tomorrow I'm finally! getting my nails done and by the end of the week my new glasses and sunglasses should be ready. My hairdresser even asked me if I'm losing weight:) I'll do some divapics at the end of the week.

Looks like Noah is waking up so I can't do the picture entry I had planned on but I'll be back in a bit to fix it!

Larv 11/5-08

Well, here's the pics finally from last Sunday and Gucci's second dog show. It didn't go as well as the first one but I still feel the judge was fare.

Gucci's kritik: Very good construction, a bit long in body, correct bite, very good head, could have a bit more dom,good muzzle, good eyes/ears, good shoulders, front is too open, out with elbow, correct chest, close behind, correct tailset,good tailcarrige,loose in front

He got a 2 quality this time.

Andrew and Gabriel in the car on the way to the show


How can this man look this hot at 6am!?!


Andrew and Gabriel in place. They were good for 5 minutes tops and then they were bored and let everybody know it. Brats!


Gucci on the table waiting for his turn


Look how good he looks when we walk, this has taken alot of training, he likes to nose the ground


Stressed out diva with her dogs


Noah was with us too but seems I missed getting a pic of him at the show!

How do you blog?

I'm very curious to how my friends blog. I have all my favorite blogs bookmarked on my pc. Everyday, sometimes several times a day, I check through the list to see what's happening in blog world. I know that some of my friends write a few times a day and I like to check those out when I can.
If I can leave a comment without becoming a member, I usually do, maybe not to every entry but alot of them. I make no secret of which blogs I visit.
I recently was accused(of course not to my face because that would take a back bone and these people don't know what that is) of visiting one blog on a site you can not leave a comment unless you are a member. Thing is I have this persons blog saved so I go directly to there blog. The owner of the site must have done alot of leg work to figure out that it was me that always visited this blog(which I thought was open for all) to then ban my whole IP adress from the site. That meant that my son who has an account on this page got banned without so much as a warning, email or otherwise. Had we not known the owners of the site it would have meant he was shut out without a chance to get his pics off this site and everything was still active which meant other people could still access his page but not him. So sick I know.
I visit about 4 blogs on this site and don't leave comments anywhere because you have to become a member to do that.
Thing is, sure, I'm a curious person, but I visit these blogs just like I visit others. I know my own blog has a few that visit it everyday, why would that bother me that people want to come see what I'm up too. If it bothered me, I would have my blog under password to only let special people in.

I'm really quite mad about all of this childish crap, I was made to look like an idiot(of course to other people because as I wrote before, they only talked behind my back and never to me) and just a nosy busy body.
I want to as a closure, warn everybody for this site!! Your pics and blogs are NOT safe there since the site is run with absolutely no moral what so ever! If my son didn't know these people he would have never been able to get in touch with them to at least try and get his pics off and maybe print out his blog so he could save it.

Anybody who wants to know can ask and I'll send the adress privately. Would love to write it here but I don't want them here.

Mom stuff

I really haven't forgotten my blogg, I'm just really busy being a mom right now. As soon as I can I will give a full update.
Little fast:
Kyle and Fanny got in an accident on his moped last night, they are both alright but a little beat up.
Noah is biting my nipples bloody and I'm trying to stop breastfeeding. This is not how I wanted to stop and hearing his confused cries and desperation is breaking my heart. I have milk, he wants milk, why does it have to be like this? Noah refuses all other foods, formulas and fruits. He just cries confused and upset when I try. I'm just too scared to let him breastfeed...I hate this!

Anyways, time for bed and we'll see how the night goes. Tommorrow I'm going to the eye doctors and picking out new glasses, woohoo! At least one plus.

Be back real soon, I hope.



Ps: You guys are really adorable with your comments. I love that everyone is practicing english. Feel free however to write in swedish if you need/want to. Otherwise keep up the GREAT work!

Pss: Camilla, do you have a blogg? When I click on you name in the comment list i don't come to another blogg. Otherwise I'll send you a mail, hugs alot!

Swenglish

Ok, this is the way it is. My Mom and syster now visit my blog*yeah* and I promised them to start writing in english so they can even take part of what I write and not just the pics. But, here's the huge BUT! I haven't written in english on a daily basis in years and years. Despite my over achievments in high school I now know that I am going to make loads of mistakes, so don't take my words and reuse them. Add that to the fact that I often write fast and have little time...well you have heard all my excuses;)


Today I took Kyle to the city to get a suit! Can you believe that? The store that we went to, Dressman, apparently has there 10yr anniversary today so everything in the store was ½off. I didn't know this and when we saw all the people I considered going somewhere else. Hot hot hot and a cranky(as usual) baby we made it through it. Took us 1½ hours in the store but at the end when I got the total price I was chocked and glad we stuck it out. A pic is coming after this weekend because I made him promise to let me have one. He'll be so damn handsome! He even got som really sharp dress shoes.

Gabriel even got his wish! I have really avoided these sandals, tried to just say no but he really wanted them and who am I to judge. As long as he wears them and loves them who cares. CROCS! Have a pic of those coming soon too because he is soooo proud!

I even let him go all the way and buy some of the pegs you can have on them.

My husband said something about a glas of red and a bath, he's just getting Noah to sleep and I'm hoping he doesn't fall asleep as well.

Tagit mig friheten

och snodde en enkät ifrån min vännina Loppran

Senaste person som...
Sov i din säng: Noah, Fredrik och Gabriel var med på en kant framåt morgonen
Såg dig gråta: Fredrik
Fick dig att gråta: Fredrik
Du delade en drink med: Ehmm drink? Vad är det? Jag har varit gravid och/eller ammat i över ett år nu. Drömmer om såna här vid poolen dock.



Du gick på bio med: Det var några år sedan och jag minns inte om det var med Gabriel eller med Fredriks bror och hans tjej.
Du gick på stan med: Några tjejkompisar som är föräldralediga med
Skällde på dig: Fredrik
Skickade ett e-mail till dig: Automatisk mail som talar om att sonens fotbollslagssida är uppdaterat


Favorit...
Rum i huset: Vet inte, beror på humöret. Inbillar mig att dagen kommer, barnen sover och jag och Fredrik njuter, verkligen njuter av varsitt glas rött framför öppna spisen och bara myser.
Typ av musik: Omöjligt att svara på
Parfym: Idag är det Versace Bright Crystals


Månad: Maj och sommarens förväntningar framför sig och Juli och Augusti när det är som bäst
Sten: Vet ej, Känns som Diamant passar här

De senaste 48 timmarna, har du...
Gråtit: Ja
Köpt någonting: Korv och bröd på sonens match igår kväll
Varit sjuk: Nej
Sjungit: Ja, till Noah, Hush Little Baby sången
Sagt "Jag Älskar Dig": Ja, senast till Andrew, just Gabriel oxå innan han åkte med pappa.
Velat säga till några att du älskar dem: Nej
Träffat någon ny: Nej
Saknat någon: Massor
Kramat någon: Ja, Gabriel innan han åkte
Kysst någon: Nej
Haft sex: Nästan, eller halvt, beror på hur man räknar

Senaste...
Låt du hörde: Minns Inte
Film du såg: Ingen aning
Drink du köpte: Ehhhhh??
Sak du stal: hmmmmm, vet inte
Mat du åt: Äggsmörgås och en Daim Glass som Kyle överaskade mig med
Gången du åt en 7-Eleven-korv: Aldrig vad jag vet men en Glanshammar föräldrakorv igår kväll som var jätte god
Festivaler i sommar? Nej inte alls men jag smider på en superduperkulfest om jag hittar orken att genomföra den och förutsatt att poolen hittar hit.
Frisyr? Ärligt talat, för jävligt just nu, jag sparar eller nåt.
Fulaste kändisen? Ingen aning
Snyggaste kändisen? Åh så många att välja bland
Här är en jag gillar, bara hans röst får en att stanna up och känna efter



Vad vill du bli? Harmonisk
Planer för idag? Sova snart

Irriterad...

så in i bomben. Återkommer när det blåser över, om det gör det. Jäkla ego skit person som förpestar det lilla trevliga jag har i vardagen. Nej, ush! Skriver inget mer för då blir det bara massor.

Fredag kvällen till ära

Förra säsong såg jag Sarah Dawn Finer för första gången någonsin på Så Ska Det Låta.
Stor vacker kvinna med en underbar röst. Hon blev snabbt populär under Melodifestivalens aktiviteter. Ikväll låg jag i sängen med Noah och tittade åter på detta program när det visade sig att Sarah skulle gästa igen. Wow! Hon har gått ner säkert 25kg i vikt och är om möjligt ännu vackrare. Kan Sarah så kan jag! Heja dig vackra du!
Kanske borde jag skriva ut bilder på henne och klistra runt, jag vill ha hennes hår med!

Alltså

Första Maj! Två av barnen försvann igår, en till sin flickvän och en till en kompis. Vi skulle grilla men blåst och regn gjorde sitt så det blev kyckling i ugnen. Mysigt var det och vi la oss tidigt, som vanligt nuförtiden.
Just nu sitter jag här, borde gå duscha men ska nog färga håret innan. Det är så skönt, Fredrik går runt med Noah och jag bara dricker kaffe. Han har helgöppet så det är skönt med denna lediga dagen.
Idag blir det av för Jakemeister, förra gången fick vänninan magsjukan så de fick avboka. De ska hämta honom senare i eftermiddagen.
Blajblaj inlägg mitt i min mysiga morgon. Ser nu att Noah somnar mot Freddes axel, så gör han aldrig för mig. Maten och snutten(bröstet) är för nära för ro då.

Nu förresten, behöver jag lite inspiration, jag har köpt vita ramar på Ikea och ska ta svart/vita eller sephia kort på barnen och hundarna för att göra fin på väggen. Hoppas det blir så bra som jag ser det i huvudet.

Because I'm worth it